It also means I stop practicing my English. So sad.
I sometimes read news from web, but not often. I watch TLC or some TV series, but not constant. I am easily affected by the surroundings, but I know it is an excuse, and I have more excuses......
I am a person made by excuses. I am so pathetic.
2013年5月26日 星期日
2013年3月23日 星期六
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2013年3月21日 星期四
Something during little break
I started exercise this Tuesday, 30 mins a day. I even challenged "Insanity" workout. haha, I'm crazy, because I only could finish the warm-up part.
Tell the truth, I am really blue these days. That's why I started to do exercise. I also cleaned up my room,( it's still a little messy though), sorted my photos out, back-up my computer profiles, threw some old clothes away.... These really helped me got rid of the feeling of blue gradually. Quite work.
Tell the truth, I am really blue these days. That's why I started to do exercise. I also cleaned up my room,( it's still a little messy though), sorted my photos out, back-up my computer profiles, threw some old clothes away.... These really helped me got rid of the feeling of blue gradually. Quite work.
I also made a to-do list (with the title"I can do it!") on my schedule book:
- To lose 30 kilo this year
- To learn driving
- To finish my food journal
- Love myself more by sleep earlier, eat healthier, and talk to self more.
I know it looks like new year resolution and I should have done on the first day of the year. However, I feel better now.
Hello, happy me!
PS: Till now, I just do exercise for three days. ONLY THREE DAYS.My God!
PS: Till now, I just do exercise for three days. ONLY THREE DAYS.My God!
2013年3月15日 星期五
2013年3月13日 星期三
I'm not tired, just a kind of tired :P
This semester is almost finished. Finally!
Every time I come up with this thought, I feel a little guilty. I should be more enthusiastic to my career. But your heart never lies to you, you are so tired about homework, test and a bunch of problem with no concerned about your profession.
It's not a really stable job here. Our pay is depend on how many hours I teach (not work, the time I prepared for class doesn't count.) Furthermore, We can not get our pay on time, though I work in a public university, because I am only a temporary faculty.There is no one can help me, so I am hardly ask for one day off, even I am very sick. It's definitely a "high input with low rewards" job.
Sounds weird, why I still here?
I love this job for sure. Only the environment make me tired. One of the teachers from my language center told me she also feels tired and decide to attend graduate school in England. Maybe its a good idea.
Good for her, good for me.
Every time I come up with this thought, I feel a little guilty. I should be more enthusiastic to my career. But your heart never lies to you, you are so tired about homework, test and a bunch of problem with no concerned about your profession.
Maybe I should talk about my job, which I prefer to keep some secrets:)
I'm a Chinese lecture, working in Taiwan. My job duty is to give a lecture to the student who don't speak Chinese. I've worked for five years, and the passion of teaching gradually decreased (oh, how embarrasing when confessing). But, I have to say that again, It's not the teaching made me tired but the environment. Teaching Chinese as a second language sounds fancy for meeting a lot of "foreigners" to young people, and I am not the exception when I was in college. After I entered this industry luckily, I found that its fancy only when you live abroad(maybe not the work), not in the country where the people speak your native language.
I'm a Chinese lecture, working in Taiwan. My job duty is to give a lecture to the student who don't speak Chinese. I've worked for five years, and the passion of teaching gradually decreased (oh, how embarrasing when confessing). But, I have to say that again, It's not the teaching made me tired but the environment. Teaching Chinese as a second language sounds fancy for meeting a lot of "foreigners" to young people, and I am not the exception when I was in college. After I entered this industry luckily, I found that its fancy only when you live abroad(maybe not the work), not in the country where the people speak your native language.
It's not a really stable job here. Our pay is depend on how many hours I teach (not work, the time I prepared for class doesn't count.) Furthermore, We can not get our pay on time, though I work in a public university, because I am only a temporary faculty.There is no one can help me, so I am hardly ask for one day off, even I am very sick. It's definitely a "high input with low rewards" job.
Sounds weird, why I still here?
I love this job for sure. Only the environment make me tired. One of the teachers from my language center told me she also feels tired and decide to attend graduate school in England. Maybe its a good idea.
Good for her, good for me.
2013年3月11日 星期一
The end
Everything has its end, why am I sad about then.
I started to watch "Friends" these days(I know what you think :P), and I just finished Season 4. But I start to feel sad when I move on next season. It's not about the plot, just because I know it will be finished. Though I know the end will make me depress, I couldn't help find the script on net and already read the last episode in last season. I am really regret for my decision, because I feel sooooo sad now!!!
I know it's a part of my personality, so weird and awkward, and always refused to face the end. It's the same situation when I watch Japanese drama. I always skip the last episode in purpose no matter if it is a comedy or not. I know what I am afraid of, but I still try to find the reasons.
sign.
ps: I try to express myself in English, for practicing. So there are definitely A LOT MISTAKES inside. Hope it doesn't bother you, and I will very appreciate if you tell me where is the problem. Thank you in advance. <3 data-blogger-escaped-p="">
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